I HAVE just returned home from respite care for seven days, where I read the Adver my husband saved from a neighbour.

We attended meetings concerning euthanasia at the Pilgrim Centre, and since July 1961, when I watched my mother's long departure from this life, I've given much thought to the question. I have never had reason to change my opinion.

If life is a gift from God, then we can use it how we like, as with any gift.

If I could have held my mum in my arms till the end with the 'necessary tablet' it would have been the most beloved act I could have treasured with her and her God and her religion. My mum used to hold out her arms upwards crying, "Take me to your loving arms".

For 40 years I've felt this way and I don't believe in prolonging the torture of life just for the sake of adding years on the medical records.

My husband and I are past our sell by date, and how can I relieve my husband's agony? My theory is we did not ask to come into the world but we should be allowed our choice of departure.

The thousands of pounds diverted from NHS to keep some of these poor souls alive reinforces my opinion.

My care was marvellous, from the administrators right down to toilet cleaners. I cannot speak too highly of them and plan to write to departments concerned.

A friend of mine was a hospital treasurer and we shared this confidence years ago, and oh yes, two people living close to ...? would also vouch for my sanity if needs be.

G C

Wootton Bassett

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